(written: Feb 15, 2009)


What do you do when you get what you’ve been praying for?

I stop being cynical, bitter, and negative.

I stop asking for more things that I thought I needed.

I stop mopping on weekends because I spent another hefty amount of time lurking in the web, watching sad movies and playing victim songs.

I stop telling myself that life is not complete.

I stop being a sad, wounded damsel in distress.

And then I won’t ever be one.

And I start living my life.