(written: Feb 4, 2008)

How many times does someone have to lie to you to convince yourself that she’s not worthy of trust? How many lies does she have to tell before you finally tell yourself that it is enough and this is the end?

I don’t know why she did that. I don’t know what for. I can assume. I can list the possible reasons. But I still wouldn’t know why and I still wouldn’t do it. Because I am not willing to do what she did and I can’t do what she’d done.

You almost had me believe you are worthy of trust and friendship but I was wrong. I was very wrong. And I’m just not willing to be wrong again.