(written: Mar 1, 2009)

I had been dreaming of him again. Not that I don’t like it. The problem is I actually like seeing him again. I like being with him again although it was not the same way we were before. These dreams and moments were perfect, like he and I never parted.

Please don’t tell me you’re here to steal again my one chance at true (whatever!). I know I miss you and I have forgotten a long time ago that I can still hurt myself just by missing you so I don’t want to feel it! Not now, not ever!

But I miss you…I don’t know why.